Hi. I’m a 37 year old female. I just recently found out that a ct scan I had done in the er two years ago showed bilateral centrilobular emphysema. The only way I found out is by reading back through all my test results on my chart. It was never mentioned at the time in the er. I never went to the follow up appointment with my doctor so I know it’s my own fault but I’m just so mad that I could’ve known 2 years ago and started making changes to hopefully slow it down. I have 3 kids and am a stay at home mom and can’t stop thinking about dying and leaving my babies. I’m a mess right now and I don’t know what to do. I guess I don’t really have a question just venting to someone who understand what I’m going through.